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24 August 2009 @ 01:21 am
fanmix > twilight/rp > sweet relief to this hush - jacob/leah  
Okay, some explanation. I play Jacob Black in a Twilight RPG with several friends. It's set post Twilight and includes about 2/3 of New Moon. So this mix makes a little bit of sense (because I had the events in the rp in my mind when I made it), I'll set it up a little. In the RPG, the events of New Moon played out as per usual. Jasper attacked Bella, Edward left, Bella and Jacob became close, Edward came back. In our RPG, Bella and Jacob weren't just bffs, they were actually lovers. After Edward came back, Bella ran off into the woods where she was attacked by Victoria and then bitten by Jasper who couldn't control his bloodlust. Carlisle and Edward decided to let the transformation happen.

After Bella changed, Jacob went to find her, only to be told that Bella wanted to stay with Edward. Heartbroken, Jacob disappeared for weeks before finally returning to warn the Cullens and his pack that Victoria had raised a newborn army and was on her way back to Forks to enact revenge against the death of James. There was a battle where nearly all the army and Victoria were killed and Leah was injured. It was while Jacob was taking care of her that they two became closer, spending a lot of time together and talking about their failed relationships.

A few weeks later, Jacob had a dream about a possible future with Bella. With the hope of winning her back, Jacob sneaks into Bella's room and asks her to take him back. It's then that Bella informs him that she married Edward the week before and that there was no chance for her and Jacob to be together.

So, this next part is kind of what I want to see happen/what I made up. After leaving the Cullens home and Bella for the final time, Jacob goes to the cliff where Bella threw herself off in New Moon. Don't worry, he's not suicidal, he just needed someplace to think. Worried about him, Leah goes looking and finds him there. They talk about things and Leah convinces him to go home and sleep.

Over the next few months, the two become closer and closer before they finally, slowly, fall for each other. This mix is a representation of that love after everything they've been through.

OMG so after that novel, on to the mix.

the first five times - stars
fifth time in your bedroom
when finally we rested
and you leaned upon your elbow
and began to speak to me
but you stopped yourself and kissed me
and i grabbed your wrist and told you
i know, i know, i know
i feel the same as you

if there's a rocket, tie me to it - snow patrol
a fire a fire
you can only take what you can carry
a pulse your pulse
it's the only thing i can remember
i break you don't
i was always set to self destruct though
the fire the fire
it cracks and barks like primal music

postcards from italy - beirut
the shattered soul
following close but nearly twice as slow
in my good times
there were always golden rocks to throw
at those who admit defeat too late
those were our times, those were our times

nothing everything - mandy moore
out of rotation
part of the process of building something new
in the darkest of nights, out on thin ice
i'll always be there for you
so wrap me in your arms
and keep me in your heart
i only want the best for you

still - matt nathanson
still can feel you kiss me love
still can see your brown skin shine, shine
still can feel you kiss me love
come on and drive me wild
come on and drive me wild
come on and drive me wild
i remember hearts that beat, yeah
i remember you and me
tangled in hotel sheets (for hours)

belief - gavin degraw
oh, tonight, you arrested my mind
when you came to my defense
with a knife in the shape of your mouth,
in the form of your body, with the wrath of a god
oh, you stood by me, belief
i'm gonna yell it from the rooftops
i'll wear a sign on my chest
that's the least i can do, it's the least i can do

Special thanks to mulhollands for being amazing and wonderful and other great adjectives and my finance. Also, thank you to ahollowplay for being my Leah.
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the songs that i love and the stories i've told: be all rightsingwithin on September 12th, 2009 12:55 pm (UTC)
Very nice mix~ I always kind of wished there was more to the Jacob/Leah relationship. :) The Snow Patrol link is broken, I took all the rest, thanks!
a. / electric boobs / small potatoesaverypartofme on September 15th, 2009 06:59 am (UTC)
Thank you.

I think I fixed the Snow Patrol one. box.net took it down, but I reuploaded it.
ronneygirlronneygirl on September 13th, 2009 01:26 am (UTC)
Thanks for the download; I really appreciate all the hard work!
a. / electric boobs / small potatoesaverypartofme on September 15th, 2009 06:59 am (UTC)
Thank you!
Rachelrachem_chul on September 13th, 2009 04:29 am (UTC)
Love this mix & your Jacob and Leah! Thanks!
a. / electric boobs / small potatoesaverypartofme on September 15th, 2009 07:00 am (UTC)
No, thank you!
PAM ✘✘livesmiling on September 16th, 2009 02:40 pm (UTC)
thank youuuu